When Will My Repentance Occur?

Remember that she is only human.  She has a soul that God has given her but keep in front of your mind that she is flesh, bones, and blood.  Why are you lusting after human flesh?  Flesh that will decompose. 

Why are you so slow to understand?  All will die no matter how beautiful they were on the outside.  However, the inner life is the only thing that remains.  It's the total sum of my life.  You are going to die!  Why aren't you quick in repentance?  How long will you keep committing the same sins over and over again!  

My soul groans O' Lord.